Stupid Girl

You stupid girl,
You never learn.
Take those feelings,
Yes, even the happiness,
And shove them down.
Down where you can’t find them.
Take the sorrow,
And eat it whole.
Leave no remains,
And nothing to ever show it was there.
Leave nothing,
Nothing that they can use,
And you know they will,
You’ll be down,
But they’ll attack.
You stupid girl,
Just learn!
This won’t happen
If you don’t give them an opening.
Let go!
They’re dragging you down!
They’re ruining it all!
You stupid girl.
You didn’t do it right.
Remove the emotion.
Destroy all evidence.
And run. And run. And run.
But you didn’t.
You stupid little girl.